nathanael has been having a terrible time in general (still only around 90 lbs.-- the central line is holding up, but not putting on the weight) and now he's in a severe back spasm. As of yesterday, he literally can't get out of bed. i fed him dinner in bed etc. up all night helping him go to the bathroom. johnny cancelled an important trip to CA for business so he can help lift him since hils and i can't do it. he screams when he tries to get up. it's completely awful. i am off to the doc for pain patches and whatever else might help. he is suffering so much and my heart would be completely broken if i didn't have hope in God's grace and eternal goodness. thanks for those who are praying for my love.
